3 AM3 AM and I can't think of shit.3 AM by DevlinTheBlack
Dunno what to write about,
it's kinda the pits.
It's 3 AM and I'm awake.
Why the fuck am I up?
No matter, I guess I can now watch the day break.
Ya so it's 3 AM.
My cat is next to me licking herself.
She's really pretty and her eyes glow like a gem.
At 3AM it's fucking dark outside.
Stating the obvious here.
Almost kinda creepy though, like something died.
Around 3 AM is when stupid shit comes on T.V.
Bugs the crap outta me honestly.
I could use something to drink, like some whiskey.
Also at 3 AM my head fucking hurts.
But I hate taking pills, I find em annoying.
I still need to finish washing a fuck ton of shirts…
At 3 AM I can't write worth a rat's ass.
This is probably my stupidest piece.
Good thing I'm not writing for any damn class.
Ya at 3 AM I can't sleep.
I should just get started on my day now.
Can't sleep, and no way in Hell I'm counting sheep.
It's 3 AM...
So....Imma pretty easy guy kinda of an asshole or a nice guy at first if we first meet on the internet instead of in real life....Imma good friend if ya actually get to know me....a HUGE pervert(usually in jokes mostly)...possibly a good boyfriend...I think...idk, I've only ever had 1 girlfriend.... kinda random.....I like to think alot...and I daydream alot, usually about being a super hero or different scenarios in my life that could've happened or never will happen...and space out.....listen to my music (usually when im thinking, daydreaming, or spacing out)....and I think that right now im gonna be a lonely bastard in love for the rest of my life....and I don't care....I got me my friends....and that's good enough for me....but it doesn't mean I won't accept love....I just now aint gonna look for it...It can find me....fat chance that will happen (in my opinion anyways)...ya I forgot to mention...as much as I'm a cheerful, happy go lucky, loud, obnoxious asshole who probably seems to be a load of fun....I'm also very pessimistic when it comes to myself....I can't help it...I just am....but like any other guy I'll probably be disgusting and fart and burp in public (if it helps I tend to curb myself around pretty girls) or make some obscene comment about my bowels and what I do in the bathroom. Also YES I fucking masturbate...I don't care....not like it matters really cuz whether I have or don't have a girlfriend I don't expect them to "put out" really...so I got a hand and I watch porn...deal with it, I also curse like a fucking sailor....I'll use every bad, obscene, dirty, and racist word out there cuz half the time I won't give a shit (unless I'm being nice, around a friends parents, a person I'm working for, my own grandmother, or talking to a new friend cuz I don't wanna scare em off...yet) and I'll even do it in public around little kids...cuz they ain't my kids yo...or any kid related to my friends also...but ya...I fucking talk alot of obscene shit....deal with it but be grateful I'm willing to curb it sometimes. Let's see....I like video games, I own an Xbox 360 but I do like PS3 as well so you can't really tell me to pick cuz I just went with what was available at the time for me....I play action/adventure games, RPGs, fighting games, the only shooters I ever really play are Halo or Gears of Wars, cuz I hate Call of Duty and most other shooters...I suck at em....I like Final Fantasy, Pokemon, the Devil May Cry series, the Kingdom Hearts series, Prototype 1 and 2,the .Hack// series and .Hack G.U. series, Ultimate Marvel vs Capcom 3, Naruto games, Dragonball Z games, Darksiders, Legend of Zelda series, the Metroid series, Super hero games (though the ones based off movies usually suck), speaking of super heroes Batman: Arkham City is another I play...um..guess that's it for now on games...not exactly a fan of MMOs(few exceptions). I'm a big anime, manga, and comic book super hero nerd. I like Bleach, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, Gundam, Inuyasha, Dragonball (Z) and (GT) as well, if it interests me I'll watch it or read it (depending on what version I prefer manga or anime version). I'm a big Star Wars fan, not a trekky though. I'm also a HUUUUGE Batman fan as one of my exclamatory remarks is "I'm Batman!!!" along with "My parents are deeaaadd!!!!". Also I'm a fan of Green Lantern, Wolverine, Spider-Man, Venom, Hulk, and a few others I can't remember atm. I don't exactly have parents, so there is some truth to the "My parents are dead" thing. I was raised by my grandparents since I was 3, I have no clue who my mom is other than name and stuff my grandma tells me and I hate my father, he's a total douche who wants to beat up his own son for stupid reasons and deserves to die and it's my lifes goal to surpass and be better than him....I feel like I inherited a lot sin from him and I wanna get rid of it...by being a better person and father than he is and ever will be. But that shit don't affect me negatively(much...I have my moments), I'll let you be the judge of that, but just sayin I turned out pretty well for a kid with no parents. I have a few siblings but the one you will hear me mention the most is my little sister Sage who is 15 and I love her to death and refer to her as my baby sister even though there's younger but I knew of her since she was born and it'll be almost 2 years since we really started to getting along, and I love her very much and she is very important to me and I worry about her alot cuz she is depressed most of the time and I worry about her cutting but I'll do whatever I can for her cuz I'm her big brother. Speaking of cutting...I have scars...some from my own problems but a majority of em are from this deal I make with any friends(or sister too) who cut or have a history of cutting...the deal is...if you cut then I cut, and I will make just as many if not more...I don't like my friends being hurt...and if I have to be hurt to show them there's no need to bleed out their problems and there's always something else...or even someone else that can make them happy or get rid of that anger or depression they have then I'm willing to make as many marks on me as needed. Also when it comes to girls I can fall pretty hard...granted I will pick myself up well enough on my own....but let's just say when it comes to girls and me falling then I got enough scrapes and bruises on that heart of mine and I'm sure I might keep gettin em...but I wouldn't mind if one of those girls I just happens to fall for helps me up ya know....just sayin. I don't smoke cigarettes but I do smoke hookah (google it if ya don't know it) or drink unless I'm up to party or very depressed (or single but that's usually related to the depression anyways) and NO DRUGS and I'm more or less a fun guy all around...I do keep shit bottled up inside but only cuz I'm very selective on who I want to hear my problems. It's not even a matter of trust...I'm just that picky and it even depends on what kinda problem too...so ya...|
But I'm willing to help others and the least I can do for someone is be a listener and a shoulder to cry on and give a nice big hug....so what say you?? Wanna be friends? or maybe even more?
Also this is the most I've ever written in a while...and GODDAMN!!!!
Current Residence: Bakersfield, California
deviantWEAR sizing preference: idunno
Print preference: dunno
Music tastes: Atreyu, Hell or Highwater, Avenged Sevenfold, Rise Against, A Day to Remember, Blink 182, Sum 41, The Used, Anberlin, Queen, Good Charlotte, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Papa Roach, Panic! at The Disco, Slipknot, My Chemical Romance, Breaking Benjamin, Simple Plan, Nickelback, Linkin Park, Three Days Grace, Bullet For My Valentine, 30 Seconds to Mars, Muse, Pain, Lostprophets, Staind, Lifehouse, Blind Guardian, All Time Low, As I Lay Dying, Hoobastank, Senses Fail, Killswitch Engage, Chevelle, Red, Matchbox 20, Parkway Drive, In Flames, Sonic Syndicate, AFI, The Killers, The Ataris, Korpiklaani,Third Eye Blind, Eve 6, Four Year Strong, Skillet, Hinder, Get Scared, Five Finger Death Punch, Asking Alexandria, Paramore, Dragonforce, System of a Down, Thousand Foot Krutch, New Found Glory, Japanese music...usually rock or pop ones that I heard off an anime opening or something, I also really like love songs....dunno why
Favourite photographer: my friends
Favourite style of art: dunno
Operating System: Windows?
MP3 player of choice: IPod Bitches!!!
Shell of choice: Shell? Like a zebratoise or some shit?
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever i like most atm
Skin of choice: Um...my own skin seems fine thanks
Favourite cartoon character: Gir
Personal Quote: "Words only have as much power as you let them hold."