Life Update #67468627

See I started going to the gym again recently, and I'm still and have been paying on that shit BUT I forgot that at the end of the year they take like an extra $35 or so for "maintenance" fees. So I'm technically in debt. But I put $30 in my account last night, and the $19 in today so now I'm only like $13 in debt now and that'll be fixed by the end of the week. Easy shit. Btw, the gym is really making me sore. Like ow. But that's not what this is about.

Anyways, after the recycling bit I went to Jose's place with Mike and we all just played on our 3DS's like all day. Mike played Pokemon and I was on Monster Hunter. Jose was on Pokemon for a bit, but then switched to Monster Hunter to help me out. We hunted the Brachydios, or what I like to call the "Splodey Boxer" cuz he's basically a boxing dinosaur with exploding punches. Anyways we hunted that cuz I still wanna make the armor set from him. We made progess, but not enough. We're gonna try again later this week.

We all ended up splitting after a while. Mike went to go get his lady from work and I walked home. Jose offered me a ride but I wanted to walk. Mostly so I could listen to my music and stop by the mall.

So as I get to the mall I go and say "Hello" to my lovely friends at the anime kiosk. At this point in the day it's the parents working so I say my hello's and chat for a bit with them. Guess they might end up staying open an extra week or so and they asked me if I was alright to help out and I obviously said yes X)

Ya, the sad news is that the anime kiosk I adore and love so much is closing down. They can't really keep it going any longer cuz the rent in the mall sucks and they don't make as much money as they'd like...or that they should. Seriously, and anime stand in my town and all the fucking anime tards AREN'T on that shit?? Dafuq?? >.>

So I'll miss that part of my day just hanging out there, but at least I made some lasting friends there. Mike, Missy, and Riley and even Missy's parents are some good people, and I know I'll see them still since we all hang out now.

Anyways, after I split from the kiosk (why the fuck am I using the word "split" in place of "left"?? The fuck??) I stopped by Juliet's work to see if she was there or not. She was. And since she was the only one working that meant I could go in and hangout behind the counter and whatnot X)

It was nice. We just talked about whatever. Now what makes this part of my day seem even the slightest bit sour is knowing that while I'm into her, she isn't into me. She happened to mention how she went to lunch with some guy today and how on Friday she has a date >.>

"Now it's a good thing I'm not one to get jealous. Wait. Yes I am." is exactly what I said when she mentioned it. One thing about me...is that I do have a jealous streak. It's pretty much what ruined my last (and only) relationship. Since then I've tried to work on it and believe I have a better handle on it since. I have no real idea if I do or not considering my track record with women barely lets me get far enough to get jealous, but I like to think I've learned from my mistake and bettered myself. ANYWAYS...ya she's going on a date with some fuck who I now obviously won't like or care to really know. See, even though she knows I like her, she also doesn't like me like that. And while I do pretty much hit on her, I ain't ready to ask her out yet...I know I'm not. She is also a person and allowed to go on and date who she wants as well. I can't control nor will I. If I miss my chance between now and March because she manages to get into a relationship then I can just hold those feelings in lockdown til they're ready to be released back into the world again. But I won't lie...it kills me a little inside. The one decent girl I want for once in my life is also pretty desirable to others. And those others have a better chance than me for whatever reason. Mostly the fact they have more funds and whatnot I'm sure. But she's wanted, I mean she's no slut or easy or anything. She's just that likeable as a person and EXTREMELY beautiful as well. So whether I like it or not...I have competition. And it sucks. I mean that's just life though....if it's something you really want then by no means will it be that easy to get. Hehe...makes me think...by that logic I should be able to get my drivers license easy since I don't really care for it lol. But again I digress...I'm just...I'm feeling slightly pessimistic and realistic I guess about the whole thing...I have til March. March is when I plan on asking this girl out. Why March? Because I'm going to use the time between now and then to get as close as possible to her and HOPEFULLY see if I can't spark any interest in me on her end. Whether that works or not, March is when I'll ask her out. I can only hope that she's still single by then. Knowing my luck we'll have to see...good thing my main motto is "Hope for the best, expect the worst." It helps to live by something like that. It really does...

Ya so I stayed with her cuz she had to close down, and then some while we waited for her ride. I made her take my jacket cuz she was obviously colder than she liked to admit lol. As I started walking through the parking lot home, they ended up circling around and Juliet told me to get in the car. When I asked why she then told me "Get your ass in the car!!" which I then replied with my usual "Yes dear." reponse to her. Ya idk whose idea it was but her mom was down to give me a ride home. Probably cuz I lived so close. I was fine walking but Juliet was adamant about me getting a ride home. Not like it was cold or anything to me, but I had no chance in this argument...especially since I was in the car anyways. So ya know...they took me home. I thanked them for the ride. Ended up texting Juliet after thanking her and we texted for a bit. Told her that she helped my day because being around does make me happy, ya even though I had that tinge of jealousy and fear and whatnot, being around her does make me happy. Told her it's half the reason I love to hangout with her, she then admitted that she likes hanging out with me too, which is somewhat of a good sign. I did admit to her that it's because I like hanging out with her so much is at least a good half of the reason why I even like her in the first place. Never got a reply to that one, for whatever reason. I'm so used to that kinda shit though...unanswered questions abundant in life. 

And as of like a few hours ago I was talking and hanging with Jon. He was doing homework while I played some Arkham Origins. Just did a few challenges with Deathstroke is all. I kinda helped him with his homework since it was history and alot of the stuff he was doing is stuff I covered back in last semester in my history class. We also talked on history, religion, and the two as a whole. Interesting conversation. I'd go into to detail on it, but honestly I'm too tired to write all that shit out lol.

So yeah...there you have it. That was my day today. It the grand scheme of things it was a pretty good day today. Whether my own personal issues or not weighed me down in any way it was still a good day altogether.